It was a Sunday morning that you were waking up after sister's cleaning the house with her husband. It doesn't really bothered you, but thinking again, it does? It wasn't understood of the reasoning but the heart rate sky-rocketed and the mind is full of negative thoughts. Somehow, a disturbance that caused you won't want to get out of the house.
It could be the comment yesterday read from her blog. As she was suggesting she's finding a close friend to be known which sort of disappointed in some sense. Could it be the past experience of rejection led the uncontrollable mind to get wild or the mind had been anxiously waiting for time to be right and plan accordingly suddenly broke down because it might not matter anymore...it was not known.
It could be the fact that relationship with own sister is not well and indirectly the negativity of thoughts rush into the minds and interrupt its operation
or
the unconsciousness is responding to some hormone changes to decrease the substances of stress during the exam period to loosen me up yet the process just disgust the body.
There's the possibilities of having to shift out and be more independent on oneself. The fact that life might change and not confident with own ability to survive properly in the coming near future worried ownself.
All and all, I just want to continue sleeping. Even though the feeling of restlessness is there and the mind seemed to be clouded, the other part of the thoughts seems to tell the body the routine of today's activity and what's the best route to rescue ownself from such critical situation for the moment.
Now, just listen quietly Joe Hisaishi's Summer's Day. May summer's warmth will come sooner and bring the light to life.
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