Runaway... the imagination of the word keep occur in my mind these days after spending most of my time playing Dota. Runaway from what? Runaway from studies, life and everything else. Nothing's done and nothing is in order in my place now. I've been living like a slacker for the past few weeks n it doesn't feel comfortable. Yet, how to change something even though we're not comfortable? I don't know now....I can't seem to be more determined as before to do any changes.

The conflict in the mind thinks about whether what I'm studying is actually decreasing my confidence. Well, kind of think of it, I chose this subject and it is known for all challenges. Therefore, it seems like I did not take the challenge head on, while lying there let the challenge be as it is. So, this is the question whether how do I face something rather than what is faced is not do-able.


Somehow, the feel of running away is so good. To be very honest, I really like to runaway. I know this is equivalent to the definition of irresponsible, yet who don't like it? Try listening to this...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNxoLjxgp1A&feature=related
this is just the sweetness of running away and just releasing yourself to be who you really am and what you really is. I guess, the song implied that nothing is impossible and you have to fight for whatever you want and set yourself free....