21st is coming, well tomorrow actually. I'm having my last day of exam, subject? Financial Mathematics 3. I'm busy preparing with much diligence to get as good as I can get. There's always ways to improve things, but there's only one mindset which is don't give up.
Anyway, today my sister was not satisfied with me recently haven't been doing any housework. Well, apparently I was pretty in doubt because my bro-in-law asked me to leave the housework until my exams finished. It was that that I haven't done much housework at home. I even cooked my own dinner and cleaned things up. So, she's not satisfied with me saying that I haven't done anything at the household and then started speaking about the past, about how she took her savings to pay my school fees etc. I'm really touched in some ways, but I'm honestly trying to shift out of here as soon as possible. But no, I can't do it because my mum will have a larger burden on my financials. I'm grateful that my sis did pay my school fee. I would have argued that she did it herself and didn't mention to my mum. Well, she needn't do that but she've done it and she's making it like I'm owing to her. No, if I can choose, I won't owe anything to her never a peny. I'm sorry that this happened and I just have to act as though I'm grateful for it.
Now my strategy is just that I live my own life and just have her live by herself. Of course, this is not possible because I'm still having my clothes washed and using her electricity + water. What's more, I saved my accommodations already. Somehow, I'm thinking of a way to find a part-time so that I can decide to shift out pretty soon. This then I'm able to get my freedom n save my mum from such financial burden.
On the far future, I'm hoping to transfer my honours degree to Singapore if possible. Why? Well, part of it I just can't stand staying in Australia anymore. I haven't had a good experience here. Also, I get to be near home and enjoy a better life than here. I did consider that my degree will probably be lowered/downgraded, yet looking at the importance, I think my life deserve better than anything. Of course, if there's a way that I can stay in Australia, then I'll fight for it and sustain until I finish my honours. Till then, I'll have to stay put and concentrate on my exams 1st.
Wednesday, 20 June 2007
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Wow.. The saga between u and ur sister has not ended yet? I've been talking about this problem like god knows how long.. Maybe perhaps that little patience will do.. You r going to come back 2 malaysia pretty soon.. So.. Till then.. Just play the game with her and then walk out of it at d end of the day..
Well, I'm about to end the game pretty soon. Not to mention, I was considering of shifting my honours degree somewhere else just to leave this place. This place really creeps me whenever I think of coming here next time.
But it all depends on what's my decision next for this break. My friend opened an alternative for me to shift in at a low rent. What's more, I think I can handle part-time to support my expenses while staying outside.
Overall, I'm willing to make any plausible move as long as I'm out of the place!!!
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