Well, it's been awhile since I haven't spoken to this girl. Well, supposingly I'm not sure why I can't speak to her but somehow I guess I'm just don't feel like speaking to her for no reasons. Often she come over to our place as she's my friend's gf alr. It's not to say that I want to avoid anything but just that I don't want to be so mean or harsh but I just don't want to talk to her.
It could be the sense of lie or being fooled around that I don't know what I should do. Shall I say hello, how r u these days? Having fun much these days? It'll all sound so fake and I'll just give a smile in front and sneak myself away then. Alternatively, I chose to be quiet and just live my life and do what I want and I like.
Maybe that explains why I suddenly feel freedom and floating all the time and leaving my studies away lolx... I'm getting naughty now and not bothering lots of stuff. I'm sorry girl but I'm not so free to play with a person that I can't seem to trust anymore. If that's he that you want, go ahead and don't expect me to treat you the same anymore. Oh...it feels so good now that it's like release from the chain. You can say that I failed to pursue in a relationship again and I'm celebrating for the "misfortune" yet I don't give a damn anymore. It's another cycle of being single and free again...so who cares!!!
Okay...now's the moment for me to bring myself to a higher level in my studies after so much hardwork. I can't skrew it up and I'll thrive hard and give myself confidence and momentum to study hard for I'm who I am and I'm the only person can change my life.
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