Just finished my CFA exam today, saw many familiar faces yet there isn't as many people sitting for the exam as I imagined. Somehow I really think it's been like uni days today that really question myself why I'm still stuck in similar uni life and probably not live my life I want to?
Interestingly went through the whole speech for Harvard graduated by Natalie Portman. I find it interesting about the views & experience shared about herself being in Harvard, reminds me of Melbourne Uni. Of course I haven't won any Oscar per say, somehow its interesting to see different industry does pretty similar things - research, getting into the character, practice, experience and finally create/innovate. Perhaps human are consistently born to be inspired, to recreate, to motivate... I really can connect the part she mentioned about fear where I constantly throw myself into uncountable zone, running away from it and/or embrace it to live another day. I guess it's the choices we make and the risk we take to change that motivation, challenge and creation to make our purpose of life different.
Somehow, I often find myself working tirelessly towards the simple life I seek, the closest people I care but I just don't feel happy but empty in me...the half cup full somehow feel amiss. Perhaps I am not living the life I want to live, see the people I want to see and have a sense of relationship that make me feel belonged?...
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