Well, I guess everyone is lost suddenly. But I guess my intention was to sustain the relationship before it matures to the next stage. Yes, I do think that it's not going to be possible because I know it's gonna be hard before I can achieve something to progress to the next stage. Then, as reality steps in, the positivism still there yet it shows things are getting harder to achieve but somehow, I think that that's how a couple is gonna be if they're strong enough. I knew I can't do it myself, but if with 2 I might get through. I didn't tell her not intentionally, but it's just not the right time to tell n there's no convincing effect to back-up the story. It also proves how much a person is willing to take n feel for the other part. Even though I'm not there and sometimes I do feel that things are not like a relationship, but I told myself its because we're far apart physically. Anyway, maybe I'm just imagining too perfect n far from everyone else in the picture. I guess I'm just bad at relationships because of lack of expression to show my love, imagining various circumstances that might not occur although they seem to appealing and think of the impossibles (Childish as well) in relationships.
Anyway, I'm glad that she found another guy and I'll just go abouts with my stuff here. Single and alone sometimes is a norm to be. Thanks for giving me a companion feeling for a moment. Although it's not v long, but it did give some motivation and help when I needed it. All and all, good luck in exams n career in future. Put down the past n look at the future mayb the best way to "solve" these problems sometimes.
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