Silent,
Waiting for the coming of the exams and the rushing of the new topics coming in. Revising and repeating things until confidence is built up to face the coming challenge.
Silent,
The unspoken moments that only can be focused when alone, and not when around friends. Excitement and out-of-control.
Silent,
Along the way where I step, falling leaves and unlived grass follows. I'm not totally down, but maybe little cherishing the moments I have now.
Silent,
Embracing the sadness for I sometimes study too much that I don't even have the time for myself. Perhaps I'm just excited & waiting for the coming day that she'll follow him run away.
Silent,
Everyone around me think I'm on all my own. I am on my own now for no one can help me make it into Honours. Everyday I tell myself to have confidence but every morning I felt under pressure that I'm not getting there.
Silent,
I smiles at moment of happiness and crack it suddenly. My housemate thinks I'm crazy sometimes. For happy moments won't last in time but stay in memory. Yet all smiles bring bitterness the other side.
Silent,
My heart is calm and steady these days. I'm living a very routined life. Although I'm heading to a bright future but it seems the route to success is not as enjoyable as I thought. "Keep Fighting" by Purple still stick on my mind to keep me going.
Silent,
Another moment of freedom and self-love. It's joyous yet I'm unable to express my happiness or share it with anyone. I suddenly feel myself being very boring and unattractive and I'm not sweeping any chics on the streets.
Silent,
As these months of staying outside, it's finally revealed that I am unable to live independently. I'm not the kind of guy that is able to survive ownself or at least people around me feel bored living with me.
Silent,
Silent,
Silent.... waiting till the moment when I obtain the results.
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