Here I am sitting here in the computer lab where everyone else are at home studying or probably sleeping now. I'm still doing contingencies tutorial and somehow just get bored for awhile. Geez, when the night is dark and silent, things just get more emotional and inspiring I guess.
Well, to be honest, after shifting out, I'm more efficient and life's more routined. Yet, it's coming to and end soon after a month when I finish my exams. Then, I shall claim freedom again for I missed lots of moments to breathe properly and see things clearly. Somehow, I'm a person that can't seem to grow up yet because I'm still so childish. Often my housemate already can't stand me being quite childish and doing silly stuff. Not to mention when they had me drunk that night, they just can't stop laughing when I was there making their silly comedy.
Then, thinking back, seems like I'm pretty dumb and learn things very slow. Not to mention my confidence just haven't seem to rise much since I came in university. I guess I'm not as big as I thought I am. Other than that, life's always full of ups and downs and challenges. Now I just have the energy to face the challenge thus, I should thrive as best for I may rest when I'm dead. I want to leave a legacy in this world, I want to fly higher and swim deeper than anyone can. *The motivation inside me even though often sounds so impossible*
Now, I'm just missing everyone in my life. I always have the thought of making a trip to visit each and everyone I knew and see how's their current situation there. I just love to see everyone being fine and well. However, I realized that somehow even I get to meet everyone, things changed and I might not even have much to talk about with them. Oh well, I guess just stick to the most current situation and cherish what is around me now.
Relationship is still a disaster to me for I just don't have time, money and even the skills to court a girl. You're probably wondering "Wot?" but yeah, I just can't court a girl. Yes, I need a girl around me sometimes that I thought to lighten my life yet everytime disaster struck and therefore, I'm often sticking to guys recently at least friendship will last longer for now. Today I read an article about "how to keep your partner?". I found that most of the points mentioned was those that I wasn't able to achieve. Geez, no wonder I'm getting anywhere with girls. haha, anyway, I'll just stick to friends for now at least things are much simpler.
Facebook. Well, lots of people around me uses facebook and the most interesting part for me is the photo-loading is super fast and the user-friendliness. Suddenly I'm shifting more from Friendster because of the application and there's more interesting stuff to do. At least my bro always SuperPoked me with all imaginable ways. lol, guess he miss me pretty much too :p
Anyway, get back to study. I guess I shall miss this moment of time when I'm still studying before it ends while I haven't realized it.
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