Geez, a big headache after yesterday's night drinking for awhile. Yes, I'll admit that I can't take much alcohol and it just jitters my head and I hate it. Initially I was walking towards computer lab after drinking but I can't stand it that my housemate was laughing seeing me suddenly bang on the keyboard for awhile. I know how hilarious things can be when u're there. I guess I just went back n had a good night sleep...quite good that I woke up fresh.
Before day rise, I heard my housemate speaking out loud in his room that night with another friend. Well, apparently I'm not sure what went wrong but he seemed to be talking about this girl that he like and I guess he's starting to have a crush on her. I have no doubts that this would happen because he's been hanging out pretty much with her gang and they enjoy themselves pretty much. From ski trips to gym and clubbing...well, I guess I've only managed to go for the 1st one and haven't been capable to go to the other ones. I understand it's the sense of childishness in me but I think I felt that I haven't had much social life. By the looks of myself, I guess I'm not capable of going clubbing or even do much in there since I can't stand drinking and I can't even dance.
For now, I can't do anything about it now. Anyway, she's going out to have fun and I don't think I should stop her from doing so and I don't think I'm eligible yet to require her to be such and such. Then, it struck me in the mind that do I really like her or I'm just fiddling around with her. A little both but time is not permissible for me to spend much time with her for now. Therefore, I just have to work hard towards my exams and put the thought aside for now. Hopefully this can test how much she felt for me and let both realized whether we're meant to be together.
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