AAAHHHH..... I'm doomed after spending such huge amount of money in this holiday. I'm so guilty to ask my mum for more money after just 1.5 month. Suddenly the question floating my mind that what was I thinking about when I was spending during the holiday? Where did I spent them? How come it flows faster than I didn't even notice? I kept track with these stuff and often pretty well-planned for it. I can't think on top of my head how the money was spent, but I'm trying to be more forward looking and find some pocket money for myself at least for m daily usage.
I guess I'll just find a part-time job to find some pocket money to survive. Haih, suddenly feel that I'm such a person that is totally not constructive and I've not been constructive ever I guess. When life's tough and pressure builds on, I guess you have to stay strong and focus. I have to focus better and thrive to improve my studies as last semester I screwed up lots of things. I really understand my mum's lesson that we always have to be honest to ourselves and do what's our obligation. I don't want to see myself as a "yi sai zhou" that only know how to spend money and not knowing how hard it's to earn it.
Now, I've done it...at least not totally but I knew I did it. I'm disappointed with myself and I really have to realize this mistake. Not everyone have a second chance to learn from their wrongdoing and I'm not sure if I have one. At least I'm willing to make things better and stay positive that things will be better in the coming future. I won't give up and I'll have to try as hard as I can.
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