The Roller Coaster over Winter

Winter Break. Sounds sweet to everyone, but bitter to some. For me, it's just little bitter because the weather's not good for me. What's more is that my results came out badly. Well, I attended the exam review session and realized how lousy my results are. I'm just one mark away from getting into Honours Year, at least if this subject is over 70 then I'll have a higher chance of getting into Honours next year. Although it's just one mark, I still need concrete reasoning to show that I'm deserved to get it.
After the exam review session, I find that it's not arguable about the marks. So, I just have to pick myself up and learn my mistakes. What can I say from the exam paper? Over-confidence and it seems as though I didn't know what I was doing really. Of course, I do understand it's all my mistake that I didn't really really get into the study mode to work hard. These things happen and I always think that it won't happen to me. However, by thinking of this, it seems that I rely on luck rather than capability to determine my faith. All could have been better but I let it lure away from my hands. Of course, up to this stage, I can make things worse by telling which is wrong and which is right, but I'm better off viewing that which is better than the other. If thinking of the time could come again, why not think of the future where I can make it happen better?
Anyway, the title haven't shown the twist of the roller coaster because it's all bad news... the good news is my friend from Brisbane came visiting with her cousin. The whole thing was so good, and I really loved it. Not to mention, I've got to know Victor who is a marvellous person. Friendly and true person which is indeed a friend to behold as long as it last. Ok, not to sound so gay here, :p Anyway, I somehow felt her trip here was not as pleasurable. I was half the time accommodating them, it was raining during the ski trip, her cousin fell n hurt her jaw...etc. It wasn't perfect, for what I think. Well, I guess nothing's perfect and life's always about repairing n suiting to perfection for me. This gave me another realisation that I'm a perfectionist but not capable of having it done perfectly. Sad~~~