Walking or Floating?

At times in life would you ever wonder if you're floating through your life living a life that you just ideally think is the utmost incredible experience and then suddenly struck by exams and you start to panic and can't seem to see the light around you. You seek help, seek faith and find some inspiration to stand up yet your brain's so dead. Geez, you wonder, how come you've spent so much time floating around and haven't realized how much detailed route need to be walked.
Then a friend tells you, don't panic, take a deep breathe and look forward and start walking. So, you take one step forward, looking down and telling your ownself that hey, it's so hard, and then you take another step and yell that you don't want to take another step, then you force yourself to take another step and you're yelling out to the world saying that you don't want to do this anymore.
So, how now would this end? As time ticks and elapsing, you just have to make decisions to encounter the event before you make a disaster out of it. So, you have the determination that you want to make things better, the courage to move forward and stop yelling anymore. You take the next step and the wind's blowing against you, yet you continue to take the next one and the storm is roaring at you before you want to make the next one. The rain starts to pour and the vision in front is blurred. The test of endurance and sense of direction on what you are heading built on top of you. The vector of your body is facing all directions but forward. What will you do? What can be done?
Keep moving forward and take a deep breathe and think properly where you're heading and what you're doing now. It's hard as your mood swing surrounding your irrational parts and your energy just drains as fast as rocket fuel consumption. And there you are, just standing at the point not able to do anything or know what can be done.
Take a deep breathe and be prepared for the challenge. Look into yourself, speak to God to analyse yourself and analyse him as well. God will help those who helps themselves, yet I interpret it as as long as you don't give up, there's always a way out and even God will show you the path for your endurance. And so, you continue to think, and finally your figure out that hey, I'm heading to this direction and I know where it is. Then you start to determine your direction and make sure it's right. You take the next step and the next and you start to get the hang of it, you're amazed with the inspiration and you jump with joy, hop one step or two, tumble and run along the narrow little route to your destination.
This was in my mind these days and probably figured it all out after some days of brain-freeze. I don't know where the outcome will lead but I know that I cannot stop walking and will always head to the destination I want to head to.